#1Posted: 23 May 2012 03:22 pm Post subject: Addressing the Users
This is a public apology, not only to Staff, but to every single user on this site.
I am apologizing for my childish behavior, my careless antics, my rude behavior, my disrespect, and further more for letting anyone down.
Recently, I have been shown the light (as corny as you may think it sounds).
I was involved in a bad car accident Saturday night, and I'm just thankful to be alive. Everything flashed before my eyes, and it was one of the most traumatic things to ever happen to me.
I hit a utility pole while texting and driving. The pole split in two, the power line snapped and was laying right outside my drivers side door. When I opened the door and fell out, somehow I miraculously missed touching it, or I would not be here any longer. You can always get a new car, but you only get one life.
I'm dealing with a bad concussion, a puncture wound the size of a quarter restricting movement in my right wrist, pain in my right hip/shoulder (Doctor says it's probably ligament/tendon/nerve damage), fucked up knees which now cause me to walk with a limp, and pain all over.
I was laid up in the hospital in the Trauma Unit for 15 hours. Reason being, they found swelling/bleeding in the left part of my brain. Thankfully, the swelling went down and the bleeding stopped, and I was released. Now, I still have pain on that part of my head and unrelenting headaches. I have another CT Scan tomorrow, and 3 MRI's on Thursday. Please, keep me in your prayers, that is all I ask.
Once again, this is as sincere of an apology as I can make. When you go through something like I have, it changes your life and outlook on things as a whole.
I want to better myself from this incident, and I realized that someone was watching over me that night and didn't want me to die. For that, I'm very thankful and blessed.
Some people I would like to apologize to separately:
Marie- I apologize for disrespecting you, calling you names, being a piece of shit, and not treating you as the person you deserve to be treated as. You have my deepest and most sincere regret for everything I've ever done. Please forgive me.
Joe- Same as Marie's. You're a great guy, and everything I've ever said to lessen you and the life you live, I'm sincerely sorry. I never meant anything by it, and now I realize how much of an arrogant fuck I've been. Please forgive me.
Nick- You may be different from me, but you're still human. I've been wrong to treat you like shit and to make fun of you for who you are as a person. We're all equal, and I treated you like shit. You're a great guy, and you helped me out so much on here. I can't thank you enough. Please forgive me.
Han- We've butt heads plenty, and we don't get along that well. I may call you an idiot, moron, dipshit, etc. for not properly running this site, but I'll acknowledge you do the best you can. You're a good guy, and have always treated me fair even though I'm a cowardice ass hole to you. For that, I thank you. Please forgive me.
As to everyone else, if I've ever treated you less than the person you really are, I sincerely apologize to you.
I know this means nothing, but it's the only thing I can do now other than change my ways and demeanor on this site. I hope to help anyone out with anything you need and go back to my old ways.
Thank you all for your time in reading this, it means a great deal to me.
I had to say i was getting annoyed to see you spaming/Raging/Acting like a kid/Flamming and all but never said a word cause i hate drama. Im really glad to see you decided to stop it
Last edited by Jo on 23 May 2012 04:41 pm; edited 2 times in total _____________________
The weak cannot forgive, forgiveness is an attribute of the strong - Ghandi _____________________
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AJ, I've never liked you as well. But you don't need to bring your insecurities and shitty life onto this site and demean me to feel better about yourself.
Kay? Go back to flipping them burgers, bro. Have a fantastic weekend!
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